What am I tired of?

I'm tired of people that don't care about anything but themselves.
I'm tired of being a last resort.
I'm tired of missing people.
I'm tired of people not missing me in return.
I'm tired of being replaced.
I'm tired of people intentionally not answering my calls or calling me back.
I'm tired of not being worth anyone's time.
I'm tired of feeling like I'm just a burden.
I'm tired of losing people I love.
I'm tired of being brushed off.
I'm tired of false promises.
I'm tired of being taken advantage of.
I'm tired of giving and giving and giving for nothing.
I'm tired of trying so hard to get something I just can't have.
I'm tired of worrying about all this crap.

So, I've got to just let it go. Easier said than done. Letting go is one thing I've never been too good at. It would be easier if all this were referring to just one person. I wish. But no such luck. And I wish it weren't the people that are supposed to be the most important people in my life. Oh well. I'm tired of worrying about it. It's time to move on. It's time to stop letting other people determine my happiness. It's just time.